LOSING MY CONTROL

Am just waited for her call..
But it doesn't happened
I know she forgetted me totally 

Some where... some day 
she will getting to marry that smart guy
Who is supposed to be my 
enemy by this affair.....

Am really losed my
control.....hesitations all and all
with a silent cry

Now i came to lost my hope
I can't live without her
Why GOD acts so cruel to me?

Now i hate life 
and want to taste death....